Angels Ministries

Psalm 23:3

He restoreth my soul: First of all I am so sorry that it has taken me so long to write on this page, I have been in the midst of the battle of my life. Since this is my personal ministry web page to my sisters I am going to tell you about me and what the Lord is doing in my life and how I have fallen time and time again on my face. The scripture Psalm 23:3, He restoreth my soul; has come to mean life to me. To begin to understand, I have not always walked with the Lord. Before the Lord, I was about has bad as bad could be. There has been drugs, men, and abortion in my life. I do not need to go into any detail with that because I know that there are those of you that already understand what that kind of life is like. God bless those women that have never had to struggle with knowing who's they are and that God loves them. But for the rest of us it has not been that simple. There came a time in my life when the life that I was living was really death in disguise, and I came to hate it. In my deperation I stood in my living room and cried out to the Lord, that I had had enough, it is over, I quit. I really wanted out of this life. I cried out and God heard me. He sent a person into my life that shared His Word with me and I have never been the same since. This was almost ten years ago. God delivered me from the drugs, forgave me for all that I had done and taught me to forgive myself. I was called into the ministry 8 years ago and I love teaching and sharing the Word. Praise the Lord! Now to go on to my battles of late. In my opinion 1999 was one of the worst years of my life. I learned a lot during last year that I am still trying to adjust to. There is an enemy called satan and he is very good at what he does. To try to explain, I am committed to the Lord and I have surrendered all to Him. Surrendering does not mean that you except everything that comes along as God's will, and I forgot that. II Timothy 1:7 says; For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. A SOUND MIND! I stopped thinking, and the enemy came in. In this past year I have had one disaster after another. Pretty soon, I started to blame God. You see God had been teaching me about spiritual warfare and how to be a soldier in His army. There is a war going on and there were kinks in my armor and holes in my helmet. Do you know that your soul consists of you mind, will, and emotions? Well I was being attacked in my soul. I reached a point where I could not think straight even if I wanted to, my thoughts were horrible and my dreams were worse. The battle was in me and my mind. My focus went from Jesus to me. You remember Peter in Matthew 14:28-33, long as Peter kept his eyes on Jesus he walked on the water, but when he turned his focus to the waves of the sea he began to sink. Well that was me, I focused on the waves, and I was sinking. During this time everything just fell apart and I gave up fighting. And the devil kept talking, "God has forgotten all about you." I lost my peace, my joy, and my prayer life began to suffer because I believed that God had forgotten about me. It got so bad that I took some time off from work, because I knew I needed to get right and I needed time to pray. God is so merciful and loving. In my quiet time, crying out to Him I was led to Psalm 23. Especially 23:3. You see satan was chipping away at my soul, he could not destroy my love for my heavenly Father, but he could chip away at my mind and my emotions and make me think I was losing my mind. But God, He restoreth my soul. You see God is still teaching me spiritual warfare, but I had to know what it was to know how to fight. We all go through trials and there is a real enemy that wants to stop you and he will do all that he can to do that. I know that I have not learned all the enemies tactics but I know whose child I am and I know that Jesus' name is the name above any other and no devil or any of his demons can stand against the name of Jesus. Sisters I tell you all this because I want you to know that satan has a great hatred for women. Jesus defeated satan and Jesus was born of a woman. Satan will do any and everything to destroy you. God loves women and He has so many blessing for the women who follow Him. I guarantee you that if you have not been attacked, you will be, and when you are, remember whose child you are and call upon the name of Jesus and plead His blood over you. Time is running out for the adversary and there is nothing too low for him to try. Study Ephesians 6:10-20 the whole armor of God. You are a target! Hopefully I will not be so long in updating this page again and we will study and learn together how to be soldiers in God's army. God loves you, and so do I. God bless you.

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THE ROMANS ROAD,MAP TO HEAVEN! Who is good? Rom 3:10-12. As it is written, there is none righteous no, not one. There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable, there is none that doeth good, no not one. Who has sinned? Rom 3:23. For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God. The eternal cost of your sin. Rom 6:23. For the wages of sin is death. Nothing you can do will save you. Rom 3:20. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight. God's love has made a way! Rom 5:8-9. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him. You must place your complete faith in Jesus Christ. Rom 3:22. Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe. For there is no difference. Rom 10:9. That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Rom 3:28. Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. If you really believe that Jesus alone can save you then pray and ask him. Rom 10:13. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

Is your name written in the Lamb's Book of Life?

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